My Heart Still Goes Crazy!!!!

Why does my heart still goes crazy everytime I see her? I thought I have moved on already… I thought I have let go already… I have learned to love someone else for over  a year now… but… the recurring dreams that I had about her seems to be getting real lately…

Ever since the school reopened last June, I get reminded about her almost everyday… and everytime I set my eyes on her… my heart beat goes uncontrolably fast!!! It seems my past is catching up on me…

 What does this mean????

New Life

2008 has been a very good year for me so far.

I got a new job since last June. That means a steady income… not that big, but enough to make a living. Having a new job, I also met new people and gained some new friends in the process.

Problems are still there though, they always will. But I see problems from another point of view now. I see them as oppurtunities that would enhance my personality… my will. Though I admit I don’t feel like it all the time. Sometimes I feel like I want give up, drop everything and start anew. Yeah I did just that in some of the problems I encountered. But not all. And the result is quite satisfying.

Perhaps one of the best thing that happened to me this year….

I got a new girl friend.

GBU.

Happy Birttday!

 May 31

This is an open letter to the best girl that ever came into my life.
Sad to say that though I tried to talk with her many times, all my efforts came into a naught.  I never planned to post this one, but given the current conditions, this is my last resort to relay to her how much I still feel for even after all the time that have come and gone… lest I risk in finding my self in jail. Perhaps I would, if only I am too selfish and think not of those whom I care for.

 Perhaps someday, I would regret posting this… perhaps not… only time can tell.

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You and Me

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words
You’ve got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

There’s something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Thru the Tinted Glass Window

Almost everyday, I see her .I see her through the tinted glass window as I pass outside. Everytime, I see her working. Looking down to the lab table, working on something. Several times, she see me pass by. Did I see her nod her head when she sees me? I’m not sure. And with a mask on her face, I can’t see if she’s smiling or not.

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