Her Smile

It’s been a while since I last posted here. Well… I have a private journal now… I’ve had it for a few months now, and there are just some things that I need to keep as a secret for now.

Today, though, for the four times that I passed by outside her office, I saw her thrice. Did I see her smile each time? Yes, I did. And each time I feel my heart melt. One thing funny though, the second time that I saw her and she smiled at me, I smiled back… problem is, since I was riding my bike (a mini-bike hehe), I was wearing my mask (the kind that covers only the lower half of the face)!!! Hehehe. I realized it just as I got out of her sight. Stupid  me! Hehehe. The third time, I made sure I had my mask down and show her that I was smiling at her.

 I know this really sounds wimpy on my part. Why didn’t I get down and talked to her? Before you judge me… Well this is the secret part. heheh

Until next time 

On Dreams

I was curious on this dream interpretation site that I came accross with. Since I have posted some questions about my dreams here, I tried it. A generic test is given, where I answered 41 questions. The test was very simple really. 

Although, I didn’t come accross any questions regarding my recurring dream. There were questions about the other dreams I had before. 

 Here’s the result

… the recurrent theme of your dream life is Empowerment

You’re dreaming about antagonistic people and situations that are threatening to diminish your personal power. This means that in some area of your life, you’re searching for ways to regain your sense of security and certainty.

 Generally, I agree with this interpretation. For now, I am in a situation where problems, would seem to get the better of me. However, because of these problems and how I see and deal with them, makes me stronger… in the process finding out my true strength.

I have one person to thank for inspiring to approach life and my current situation the way I do now. Though we haven’t really talked for over a year. Still, she has inspired me and in her little ways, thaught me, directed me to the right path. 

 How I wish and pray, though , that I could personally thank her for this, and show her what I have become because of her.

BTW, here’s the site: http://web.tickle.com/tests/dreams/