Leaving 2006 Behind

    Just one more day and its good bye 2006! I look back into what happened to my life throughout this year, and recall the good things and bad things that happened …

First the bad or the Not So good:

     Business has not been so good lately. We can hardly keep up with our monthly recurring expenses and the loan payments. And competitions keeps popping up like mushrooms after a stormy night!  Though I was able to get a new service for our business, implementation is very very slow!!!!

    Until this month our supposedly other source of income has not been so good too.. Mother's pension was cut off already… The family that bought a piece of lot has been very inconsistent in their payments too…

    The leaders of our community has been very silent… seemingly unconcerened already…

    The last provincial activity we held that I spear headed, has not reached the expected number of deligates plus, a misunderstanding took place…

     In the middle of the year. She started to ignore, I was hoping at the time to build our friendship first, after our failed relationship last year. I reasoned, if we could become the best of friends first, our relationship would become a lot stronger … I guess she's got a different idea … (and I know, you already told me I made a wrong decision, and I have acknowledged that). And my attempt to win her back this year failed …

 Now for the Good:

    Unexpectedly the buyer of that piece of lot was able to come with the money this month. And they are willing to pay as early as the 2nd week of January next year. This would give us additional capital too so we could level with our competitors

    I  got 2 programming projects to finish by January plus the third one I making for some students, and another for my Australian On-line  friend…. *Sigh* If haven't procrastinated  (did i spell this right?) so much, I could have finished one already.  At least I got much to expect when 2007 arrives). And hopefully I could close another deal with one of the colleges here.

       I was able to go to Mambukal mountain resort in Negros twice this year. Yeah the place is great!!!!

   Though we haven't reconciled yet. I still have so much to thank her for. I have learned so much from her and in her own little ways I got so much motivations in life. Though she never verbally demanded it… For , as I have been a wandering sould in this world… but because of her, I have now set some goals in so many if not all aspects of my life… from personal, financial and up to the matters of the heart, in her own little ways, I have learned a lot. Though I have read so many books and heard talks on self improvement, I have applied only a little of those, until I met her…So if I were asked what's the best thing or what are the best things that happened to me this year ? I'd say.. those moments that she had shared with me this year… not in terms of quantity, but in terms of quality…

    
My Prayers:

   My prayers for the next year… At least I hope that I could show to her my appreciation… (I have another prayer that concerns her, but I'd rather keep it to myself for now .

    I pray that the financial blessings would continue to pour.

   And as I leave the year 2006 behind, I will leave behind also, all the pain and sadness that I have experienced in that year, but I'll bring with me the happy memories and the lessons learn from the sad experiences!
 

    Before I close this blog, I'd like to thank the people who shared their thoughts with me in this blog. (I'd rather not mention names now, I might forgot someone).You know who you are! Thanks. And hopefully I could meet you in person!

 Happy NEW YEar!!!!!!!!