What a day!!!!!!!

It started to be a Beautiful Day! A Great day! I woke up early! left home just a few minutes past 7 AM and went to Church. Then around 8 AM I already opened up our Internet Cafe-This is one of the changes in my life because I used to leave home at 9 AM and let our staff do the opening before 9 AM. Why? So I could work on my program or whatever else I need to do so I could free my afternoon time…  so I can spend it with her if ever I get a chance again…

Around 9 AM just as I was posting my blog for the day, Internet went down, I found out later that it was due to the earthquake in Taiwan.

hmmm this blog is for her not me .. so I'll skip to the evening part…

 As I have planned I went to their house around 6 PM. She wasn't there.. I had a chat with her dad and mom… We talked about her… But since they were not sure what time she would arrive… she said they have another batch of samples to be tested in the lab… So she might be late…

Her dad told me sumthing positive … I'd rather keep it to myself for now.. besides , as I said,this BLOG is about her not me!!!

At 7PM I opted to leave… also to avoid finishing the still almost full flaskof whiskey her dad offered to me … I just took a small shot . 

But I waited outside just kept on pacing until she arrived with her sister and a guy.. Dunno if that was her new bf but her mom says she doesnt have a bf for now…

She just laughed at me when told her I missed her… asked her if we could talk some other time… she said no… (hmmmm … I heard that line before ).  She walked into their house when I said I still love her…

To make the long story short…. It didn't go well as I have planned..

But… even though she treated me the way she did today … I still couldn't find it in my heart to hate her …
Sure I hate loosing her … but I could not hate her…

Here's one thing I am now very sure of… No matter what the future have instored for me and her … even if our path will not cross again … I would still love her…

I once said to my self, I would fall in love again, It would be to someone like her … but can I truly find someone like her?

Question now is what to do next …. I freed already my afternoon time for her… but have I done it too late?
Still I will keep this time open … whatever happens…