My Northern Star …
December 25, 2006I have been drifting in this sea called life… allowing the waves and the winds to carry me wherever it goes… And wherever it is going, I don't know and I didn't seem to care… I just enjoy the ride…
Now the journey is not that always smooth… sometimes the waves get rough and the wind gets strong… With God's grace I survived each rough times and able to move on.
As time passed by, i realized I was getting nowhere in this journey .. so I tried to take the helm… Question now though is where to go… There were others on the journey too, heading to the direction which I too wanted to go… Without plotting a course of my own, I simply followed their lead… I thought, finally I'm going somewhere… learning as I go… Still the journey was rough … I often get lost… sometimes going back in circles… still going where I wanted to go…
I tried to plot my course… but I ended following the others and still going nowhere, for I plotted my course same way they did… until I saw her… on the Northern horizon, a bright star, steady, unchanging, unmoving, unlike the others stars … for so long I gazed on the beauty of that star. So I looked down to plot my course based on her…
Alas… it took me a bit too long to plot my course… for when I looked up, dark clouds have covered the skies, I can no longer see my Northern Star… And an impending storm again threatens my journey…
I keep my hopes up though, for I gone through many storms in this journey… I too shall go through this one again… Now that I have my goal, I had plotted my course to reach that goal… But I need my Star to reach my goal …
I shall go on, find a way around the storm, or go through it if I have to… until the storm is over … until i see my Northern star once more
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Hi Jrl! Good luck on your journey! If she really LOVED you at all and it was only the TIME FACTOR that made her leave you, then I can say that you will have a very big chance of winning her back now that you can commit to the relationship. BUT, if she already totally fell out of love, then… losing her again is he risk you’d have to take. At least you did your best and gave her your all. No regrets. You know deep inside that you did what needs to be done.
As for me and Peter, we broke up for two months. I thought I was over him then. I had many many boys and I even thought I was falling for one of them. But when Peter returned, all my defenses broke down. I knew he was still the one. So despite my anger at him, I forgave him and took him back. We were inseparable ever since and I believed that the break even helped our love become much stronger than ever before.
I pray the same thing for the two of you too. Be strong. If it’s God’s will, his grace will flow into your hearts and destiny will naturally take its course…
Posted by Sexy Nomad at December 25, 2006, 2:32 pm