Empty Shell….
December 23, 2006
The afternoon weather was warm… unlike what we had these past few days… rainy. I decided to go to the beach… Alone.
I took a slow stroll along the beach. I felt some of sort relief…. contentment … How I missed the feel of the sand on feet… The warmth of the sun on face… the salty smell of the air …. the sound of the rolling waves was like music to my ears … Yeah, I missed the beach … but there one thing that I missed more … and that is the company of the person that used to walk with me. We used to go the beach often … sometimes just take a joy ride on my motor bike. Or have a light snacks … or simply sit somewhere we could be alone and just watch the sun as it slowly sets on the horizon until it dissapears …
I took this picture with my phone camera during one of those moments.
I missed her little sister too who sometimes come with us to the beach. She would joyfully play on the sands and in the shallow waters…
Darn! I missed her so much! I missed her company! How I wish we could do it again in the near future…
I looked at the shore line… it was littered with debris and empty shells.. The debris are tiny pieces of woods and ' nipa leaves' probably from huts ruined by the two typhoons that hit the country recently … But what really caught me are the the empty shells… I wondered why there are so many of them lying almost everywhere … I remember theres a type of shell-dwelling critters that leave their shells when they out -grow it then find another… probably this what happened .. But I'm not sure (any one who knows out there?). Once the shell can no longer contain the creature … it is left there empty…
But then it hit me… Somehow this is what happened to us…
I can no longer hold her…
So she left and left me like an empty shell on the beach …
Will she come back?
I pray so …
She did once…
Will she do it again?
Previous Comments
Devilicious , hmmm cge hanapin ko nlang sa entries mo name mo… bigay ko na rin sa u dun ang other blog ko hehe…
Well I tried to move on actually … I got close with another girl within those times na ginagawa nya yung silent treatment nya sa akin (hangang ngayon ganun pa rin).
it seems where ever I try to go … leads me back to her … Nung makita ko sya ulit (pero d kami nagkausap)… feeling ko sta ana race track yung dibdib ko hehehe (hindi pa me nakapunta dun).
With regards to my being emotional, nako delikado pag di ko napalabas to … maraming nagpakamatay dahil ayaw aminin na naapektuhan sila emotionally hehehe
Merry Christmas to you and your family too…
Posted by thebestgirl at December 24, 2006, 12:10 pmAll comments are moderated. Your comments will not appear here unless approved by the blog owner. Thank you.
Haay.. there’s nothing wrong with hoping.. all is possible nman db?
And like Adam, i wish you goodluck on winning her back..
Basta ba you know when it’s time to stop hoping and move on.
Okidoks?
Merry Xmas to u and ur family.
Posted by Devilicious at December 24, 2006, 11:09 am